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  I think for so long time do plan a suprise bday party for her.. -_- Bt now no use le ba.. Nvm lar since she wan clubbing, she happy jiu hao lor =] 2nite at home is such boring.. Doin nth and jz listen to those love songs.. hah.. =P Duno 2nite can sleep mar.,2molo afternoon goin find job d.. Wish myself goodluck lur ^^

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  Disappointed again.. what a night.. HAIH

Night night night.. ...zzz

  zZz.. Wad is night? Night is da time for human beings to slp, rest and ready for 2molo~ But me~ heheeeeeeeeeeeee.. almost everynight also nonid slp =] wad a superman am I ..

  I wan to hug u for a sweet dream and sleep well as we hugging 2gether.. Ha~ I think 2nite i cant sleep well again le ba.. Even sleep also argue.. ...........................

  Everynight b4 I slp.. I hope dat I can hug u when Im sleeping.. =( Bt at last, I used to hug my pillow slp d..

  I love her <3 Seems like I dy xi guan my life fullfilled wif her..

  Every morning wake d, 1st thing to do = sms her.. Everytime go out, 1st thing to do = sms her.. Everytime happy, 1st thing to do = sms her.. Everytime sad, 1st thing to do = sms her.. Everytime miss her, 1st thing to do = sms her.. Everytime look at her pic, 1st thing to do = fucking miss her.. Everytime saw couples paktor thr, 1st thing to do = miss her.. Everytime b4 slp, 1st thing to do = fon her and giv her a kiss.. Everytime tears drop, 1st thing to do = miss her and think bout her..
 
  Bii.. Almost every minute.. I also missing eu.. Bt u alwz say me.. lidis jiu miss miss miss.. U dun know that I am reali so miss u bt not a sweet words dat say to u..

  Now u are slping bside me.. Bt I cant touch u,cant hug u.. Jz can look at u from another side.. Goodnite le my honey.. sweet dream..

Promises

  Hope that U can do wad u promise me.. Wont sms who and bla bla bla.. As I promise u , I din go reply those girls..

xmas nite..

  Xmas eve~ I go jor watch alvin and the chipmunk wif her and frens.. bt we watch 11.30pm de,so we countdown in cinema~ xD haha..

  B4 dat jz said, dy 4 days din c her d,I really miss her badly.. I tot she saw me will hav da same happiness and hug me. But i think i dissapointed le ba.. After movie we go seh poh kio eat le den go 4tianG..

  Hmm, after reach home she jiu slp le.. I sooooooo miss her gt so many thgs wanna talk to her.. wanna hav a sweet kiss wif her.. wanna hug her tightly.. But none of dat happen. =( Seriously, I m quite moody and dissapointed.. Nite le..

xmas coming le..

   Dis few nights also need to work,so I cant go and find my bii for 4dayssssss.. T_T I miss her badly.. Even dream also dream about her =x LOL~ I think she also miss me baaa.. hehe..
   But laz night argue le.. Reali so bad mood and cant sleep for the whole night.. Lucky nite din work, bt go watch mv wif my bii =D ngek ngek ngek~ Actually I not miss her that much, but my hp de background pic...~!!!! make me reali cant control myself not to think about her <3

   Bii.. I miss u so much.. Tou tou de tell eu at here can le =] love u ^^

<3

Some pics that capture at bii's house when we going out for my birthday de dinner =D couple-T~!! my bii edit de ^^

Speechless.. My fault =]

  Normall I back from her home in midnite just need 10min.. But 2day.. I use jor 40min.. =] Maybeeeeeeeeeeee my tears block my seek to move faster? or I already very blur to the road that infront of me.. I dun know.. Just now ate supper at Mcd wif her,Miko, Dzai, Sam and Jessie. B4 Dzai dem come, I straight win jor 4 game de Chor Dai Dee, bt Sam sit down nia I nvr win d =,= swtz.. Fuck him o0o xD
Nth much to say about 2day.. So tired after work.. Bt more tired after argue.. Anyway I dun think I can sleep today.. Hope myself all the best ba.. =]

My birthday =]

  Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ <3 My birthday!!! ngek ngek ngek~ Quite happy when jz reach 12am., coz quite many ppl wish me in facebook and through sms =D heheheeee~ But most happy is my slp jor de bii wake up and giv me a kiss say happy bday to me. ( Although she slp back after wish me ) xD wakakaka..

  Woohoo~~ About 2pm baaaaaa~ I go prangin wif my bii. Then she bought me laconic de couple necklace =D wheee.. /play cool I tot she wont buy me present coz got dat couple shirt d =x Bt abit xim tia, cz bii pay it, quite expensive luu. Hmm~ Then after that we go to Gurney paktor shopping~ We hav our lunch at Manilla place~ >< 4get to take pic. Ishh~~!! kek sei me ler!! @@ Then shopping time~ wahahaha~ Bii buy jor 1 shirt and 1 for me..  Then we go back her home to bath and change our couple shirt =D ngek ngek ngek~~~ So many ppl say our couple shirt nice and also our necklace luuu~ ^^"

  About dinner.. I reali dunwan to mention about it.. =] Coz its reali spoil da whole day de mood.. 2 table zhu char.. U guess how much is it..???? HAH!!! Rm1220!!! =] wtf.. My wallet kena 1 big h0le d =,=" Bt at least she is bside me, I stil feel vr happy..
 
  Then We go to watch Couple Retreats after dinner about 12.05am.. Not reali nice ler, bt when da Yoga part, reali so funny.. Da whole cinema laugh like siao lang -.-" I also wan try lidis de Yoga d =x
 
  Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~ Thx for celebrate my bday wif me <3 I l0ve u so muchhhhieeeeeeeeee~~ about 2.30am I send my bii back home luuu. My bday end wif a sweet kiss wif my bii =x hehe.. <3

Roger's birthday~ ^^

  Last Sat we celebrate Roger's birthday at Sega Fredo~~ At first is plan at Coffee Island de,bt at last coz of dat Angel den we change to Sega Fredo xD I 1st time celebrate wif him, coz b4 dat I nt reali know him =x ngek ngek ngek~ We play 51 at there, lose de need drink beer~ Dat za bor come play 1 match nia, lose d. Drink 1 mouth nia, mabuk mabuk d xD wakakakak`~ so beh ki =x Den I also drink quite much, my whole body red red and start hot~ But we reali do enjoy that night =D Then Sun we go to Redbox cheong K~ wakakaka~ I just keep shout nia -_- hehehehe =x And at there Roger cut cake and we sing bday song 2gether~ whee~~ ^^"

               

What a night..

  I reali so sad and disappointed tonight.. Wad u promised me, u r jz lie-ing.. U cant do it. hah.. Nvm le ba, I jz open one eye close one eye enuf le.. Coz I reali so tired of being argue fr everyday,juz now argued again.. Hmm.. Sit at gurney drive dere, let me think back dat day.. when we break up.. and how we 2gether back at there.. Da feeling and all those promises between u and me.. Fail.. totally fail.. My fault~ I know~ Im nt a gud bf, not caring~ duno road~ no money~ easy jealous~ bla bla bla.. hah.. If u r goin to find a better one,u can leave me alone. I will wish u,bt i m goin sad n down. Or mayb cry for a couple of weeks for everynite? LOL. Now u r sleeping bside me.. I look at u,dat xing fu feeling had gone.. Now just left sad and feel like we r going 2 leave each other.,mayb cz we jz finish argue so i feel so ba.. Bcoz of u, I can reject my teamate and tell dem im not going 2 play dat dota on9 competition. Why? Coz for me,u r more important than everything. Comparing dota and u, dota jz a piece of shit in my eyes, bt u r like a diamond and treasure for me.. I really so appreciate u.. I love u honey. Hope that our relationship can last long.. Hope so ba..

Sweet Night~

  Wheeee~ Wednesday nite pasar malam~ I plan to go there walk walk and buy things ei, manazai~~~ raininG!!! wtf -_- so I 7pm jiu go le, go dere buy jor food and milkshake then go find my ahbiii =D
ngek ngek ngek~ But ahbii she work too tired le ba, 9sumthing then sleep d. I lay bside her and watch Stephen Chow de mv looorr. When I watch till bored le, then turn go see my ahbii sleep de face =x then tou tou de kiss her ~ wahahaha! shhh =x  later she mok me ^^" Lidis watch mv watch till 1am then I back home le >.<" But I still feel happy, cz I can stay beside her and accompany her sleep =D

我的改变

  Duno U can feel it anot.. Nowadays de me.. Dy different wif laz time.. =x ha~ No more always sms find u.. No more everyday go out wif u.. No more so stupid.. LOL! Dun say about dis le, walao.. laz nite pasar malam damn many people. Holiday nia all like come out from zoo. Tired ka beh si d T__T
Bt I still go find my bii =] If laz time, I saw her nia I will hug her n kiss her cheek d. But I din.. I duno why.. Jz kissed her forehead =x hmm.. Mayb I dunwan like laz time so childish or mayb.. I duno @@?
Sat nite going fame luuuu =D But I abit sien , cz I duno dance =x go dere drink n pei my bii only .. hehehe ^^"  看得开点吧..

Haih~

   Nowadays keep dream the same thing -_- I wan siao d lar T____T Sumore after dream le,wake up d my tears sure drop.. sWtz.. I dunwan it bcome true =( Hmm.. 2nite going to find her le~ hope that can be a good night for us =] I miss her. Although jz that 2 days din c her, but I really so miss her.. Maybe before that almost everyday also can meet ba =x heee.. Haih~ off9 d, go back home and sleep xD

I din feel the change.. Swt

  Argue again le. Haaaa~ =D still the same words, "who start 1st?" hahahaha.. ^^" I at itech now.. Just go there to on9 nia,nth do T__T Duno later wanna go batu feringghi pasar malam wif my girl anot~ Go till so far,abit lazieee and sien =x 2day so tired le,morning jz sleep that awhile nia jiu wake up le.. haih~ Jz nw 5.30pm reach home nia jiu sleep like pig d~ wakakakakaka =P Wish that 2nite will be a gudnite and sweet to sleep ba.. =x= hmm~

是时候改变了。。

    希望你真的做到你答应我的事吧.. 哈~ 有时候很多东西还是假装不知道会让你过得开心点..
今晚我都睡不着，我也不懂到底怎么了。。现在的我,已不会再像以前一直去想我跟她的未来会如何.. 只要过了一天就一天吧.. 直到你不需要我了,不再爱我了,我也会抱着祝福的心情离开你.. =] 把我的心里话都写出来心里真的过得好些了.. hmm~ 对不起，不要怪我对你的爱和信任已不再像以前了。

Lonely niGht =(

  Hmm.. afternoon went to QB shopping wif my girl. She bought jor 2 clothes , bt she wearing de clothe de tie putus le -.-" hah.. swt nia,I keep her pull her clothe =x After that we go hav dinner at OldTown with Miko and Pop, then go McD play chor dai dee~ Say le also sia sui, I jz win 2 game nia -_- everytime my hand de J Q K sure nt over 3 .. lol..

   About 1.30am we all jiu back home le.. I at her house watch mv luuu,den she go slp le.. hmm.. I cant hug her also. Hug nia my hand kena sapu balik d.. Sumore kena scold buta de. Zzzz~ LOL. sien.. So I jz lay at thr watch mv alone until I go back home. =( aikz..

Everything starts new~ 新的开始!

  Im at her house nowwwwwww =D Bt she slp le. shhhh~ =x We keng gai keng jor many things.. Hmm~ honest to each other is gud for a relationship. xD  2day so pig, afternoon 2pm++ jz wake. Ishhh~ then my bii keep say me pig pig pig =.=" LOL! My pc cant use, so I nid 2 go cc on9 luu T_T
Then around 6.30pm jiu go work le. 2niTe damn many ppl, work ka I wan ki siaoooooooo d @@
But after work I jiu rush go find her le, c dao her wat tired also goneee xD hahaha ^^ Then we go to eat duck rice at air itam, bt dat si Debbie ffk,say she get scold le cant come -.-" ergh~ 2molo goooooo Qb paktor wif ahbii =D wheee~!! Ahbiii I love you.. =] h0pe that our new start is a correct choice. No more always argue, no more lies. <3 love you honey

我做到了! 我并没有问起她也没有说任何东西。。 就假装什么都不知到好了，我听你的了 “凡事都要看开一点“ 对吗Mummy？=] 今天真的没什么心情，又下起大雨。。 唉~  晚上时，我和她去了Sunshine Farlim，我都没什么说话。真的脑袋都空空的，不懂要说什么也不懂该做什么了。

载她回我的家的路途中，我的手紧牵着她的手，但有一刻，当她放开我的手时，突然让我觉得好像她离开我了。那一刻，我的心真的好难受好难受。。她在我的家睡了一个小时吧，然后我们就去了iTeCh找miKo, 我们只逗留在那儿一下下罢了。 送她回家时，我整个路途中都牵着她的手，我告诉她，我想牵到家，不想放手。 她叫我别乱说也别乱想，可是事实不让我去停止乱想。.....
就这样我在她的家呆了两个小时，什么都没做，只躺在那边看她玩facebook -.-" 可是我只要陪着她，我也很满意了。=]

我看戏里面的人都说，爱一个人不一定要拥有她，只要她幸福快乐那就可以了。可是，真的做得到吗？对我来说却是如此如此的难！！..

我爱她~但不懂我们可以像这样粘在一起到什么时候呢。。<3

  When Im writing this post,Im at her house =D wheee~ She is feeding our hamster,so I tou tou write blog lu.. My house de pc cant on9 jor T__T wuwu~ cant on9, cant facebook, cant listen songs, cant play game.. I bcome nth to do jor.. AikS..

  Last Sat nite, I went to watch 2012 wif 20frens. Da 1st time I watch mv wif sooooo many ppl xD
wakakaa.. At 1st, I feel this mv quite interesting.,but until da laz part I start sleepy le -_- Mayb I duno how 2 xing shang guaaaa =x But the graphic is really quite nice luuu ^^ Bt went for movie le, I cant g0 celebrate my buddy Sumin de bday le. SOrry luuu brother =( Nex time just treat him eat back le~

  Yday nite, after went to da pet shop. I go back her home and pei her watch drama frm 6pm untill 1am++ o~ xD wanna go out datinG also cant,cz its raining so heavily.. Aiks~

   I stop here luuu~ =x wahahahaha~

Nice day =]

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ yday sleep like a pig for da whole day.. -.- mayb cz the last night I din sleep ba. I slept from morning 10am til 3pm then 6pm sleep again until 7.30pm. LOLx =x then when I just wanna go out frm my house to pasar malam to meet my girl, it start rains.. Diuz!! But luckily the rain just awhile, so I can continue to gaigai wif my girl =D
After pasar malam, we went to angel's cc then there got Where Got Ghost de dvd, so we open and watch it, coz Miko said she nvr watched b4. But she was so cute, keep get scared by ahmoi and Debbie =x at last Miko stand till very behind and dun dare to continue watch d.. hahaha =P

Then I fetCh my girl back home le.. Wheee~ At last she forgive me leeeeeeeeee =DDDD U tot so easy? Nono~ I need to promise her syarat syarat de ~
1st: Wu ee g0ng boh wa g0ng (hokkien)
2nd: I must listen everything to her
3rd: No more do the same wrong thing next time

4th: bui say~~ xD and so on~~~~

But she gt 100 syarat I also will promise her, cuz I really cant afford to the feeling like laz laz night. I need her so much <3

When Im writting dis post, I just back home from her house. I saw Mois uploaded halloween night de pics ^^

This is Me and my bii ^^

My baobei laopo<3

Mois~

The worst day for me in this month! =(

I am such happy when I jz awake from my dream, because I was dreamed about dating with my girl ^^ Btw, I went to play dota wif Angel and Bryant through ggc, we din even lose 1 match in the whole afternoon.. Wheeeeeeeee~~ xD 7pm is da time that I hate the most, coz is the time to work again d T____T When I reached my working place and finish open all my stall.. suddenly the sky become so red then started to raining le. Wat the.. everytime I work sure raining, my tauke them work then da weather are so nice.. Wats wrong wif u ar rain god ( Ho Sin? ) zZz Just recover from fever and vomit de me then whole body get wet and I am shaking while Im standing inside my stall. But there is sumthing that make me feel very touch, that time my sis jz came wif her frens, then she saw me keep shaking and she keep asked me : how are u kor, vr cold izit. Then keep hold my hands =D hehe~ About 9.30pm, we closed stall and went back le. After that I had did sumthing very wrong to my girl.. I lied to her, I told her Im goin to sleep d, and yet I went out to find frens to have supper.. LOL, then at last she found it out and we started argue very seriously.. I have nothing to explain, cus its really my fault,rite? As usual, I din sleep for the whole night but just laying on my bed and thinking about me dis stupid idiot boyf.... This really is the 1st time that I feel my beloved is goin to leave me, that feeling.. is such painful.. and suffer..