我的改变

  Duno U can feel it anot.. Nowadays de me.. Dy different wif laz time.. =x ha~ No more always sms find u.. No more everyday go out wif u.. No more so stupid.. LOL! Dun say about dis le, walao.. laz nite pasar malam damn many people. Holiday nia all like come out from zoo. Tired ka beh si d T__T
Bt I still go find my bii =] If laz time, I saw her nia I will hug her n kiss her cheek d. But I din.. I duno why.. Jz kissed her forehead =x hmm.. Mayb I dunwan like laz time so childish or mayb.. I duno @@?
Sat nite going fame luuuu =D But I abit sien , cz I duno dance =x go dere drink n pei my bii only .. hehehe ^^"  看得开点吧..

Haih~

   Nowadays keep dream the same thing -_- I wan siao d lar T____T Sumore after dream le,wake up d my tears sure drop.. sWtz.. I dunwan it bcome true =( Hmm.. 2nite going to find her le~ hope that can be a good night for us =] I miss her. Although jz that 2 days din c her, but I really so miss her.. Maybe before that almost everyday also can meet ba =x heee.. Haih~ off9 d, go back home and sleep xD

I din feel the change.. Swt

  Argue again le. Haaaa~ =D still the same words, "who start 1st?" hahahaha.. ^^" I at itech now.. Just go there to on9 nia,nth do T__T Duno later wanna go batu feringghi pasar malam wif my girl anot~ Go till so far,abit lazieee and sien =x 2day so tired le,morning jz sleep that awhile nia jiu wake up le.. haih~ Jz nw 5.30pm reach home nia jiu sleep like pig d~ wakakakakaka =P Wish that 2nite will be a gudnite and sweet to sleep ba.. =x= hmm~

是时候改变了。。

    希望你真的做到你答应我的事吧.. 哈~ 有时候很多东西还是假装不知道会让你过得开心点..
今晚我都睡不着，我也不懂到底怎么了。。现在的我,已不会再像以前一直去想我跟她的未来会如何.. 只要过了一天就一天吧.. 直到你不需要我了,不再爱我了,我也会抱着祝福的心情离开你.. =] 把我的心里话都写出来心里真的过得好些了.. hmm~ 对不起，不要怪我对你的爱和信任已不再像以前了。

Lonely niGht =(

  Hmm.. afternoon went to QB shopping wif my girl. She bought jor 2 clothes , bt she wearing de clothe de tie putus le -.-" hah.. swt nia,I keep her pull her clothe =x After that we go hav dinner at OldTown with Miko and Pop, then go McD play chor dai dee~ Say le also sia sui, I jz win 2 game nia -_- everytime my hand de J Q K sure nt over 3 .. lol..

   About 1.30am we all jiu back home le.. I at her house watch mv luuu,den she go slp le.. hmm.. I cant hug her also. Hug nia my hand kena sapu balik d.. Sumore kena scold buta de. Zzzz~ LOL. sien.. So I jz lay at thr watch mv alone until I go back home. =( aikz..

Everything starts new~ 新的开始!

  Im at her house nowwwwwww =D Bt she slp le. shhhh~ =x We keng gai keng jor many things.. Hmm~ honest to each other is gud for a relationship. xD  2day so pig, afternoon 2pm++ jz wake. Ishhh~ then my bii keep say me pig pig pig =.=" LOL! My pc cant use, so I nid 2 go cc on9 luu T_T
Then around 6.30pm jiu go work le. 2niTe damn many ppl, work ka I wan ki siaoooooooo d @@
But after work I jiu rush go find her le, c dao her wat tired also goneee xD hahaha ^^ Then we go to eat duck rice at air itam, bt dat si Debbie ffk,say she get scold le cant come -.-" ergh~ 2molo goooooo Qb paktor wif ahbii =D wheee~!! Ahbiii I love you.. =] h0pe that our new start is a correct choice. No more always argue, no more lies. <3 love you honey

我做到了! 我并没有问起她也没有说任何东西。。 就假装什么都不知到好了，我听你的了 “凡事都要看开一点“ 对吗Mummy？=] 今天真的没什么心情，又下起大雨。。 唉~  晚上时，我和她去了Sunshine Farlim，我都没什么说话。真的脑袋都空空的，不懂要说什么也不懂该做什么了。

载她回我的家的路途中，我的手紧牵着她的手，但有一刻，当她放开我的手时，突然让我觉得好像她离开我了。那一刻，我的心真的好难受好难受。。她在我的家睡了一个小时吧，然后我们就去了iTeCh找miKo, 我们只逗留在那儿一下下罢了。 送她回家时，我整个路途中都牵着她的手，我告诉她，我想牵到家，不想放手。 她叫我别乱说也别乱想，可是事实不让我去停止乱想。.....
就这样我在她的家呆了两个小时，什么都没做，只躺在那边看她玩facebook -.-" 可是我只要陪着她，我也很满意了。=]

我看戏里面的人都说，爱一个人不一定要拥有她，只要她幸福快乐那就可以了。可是，真的做得到吗？对我来说却是如此如此的难！！..

我爱她~但不懂我们可以像这样粘在一起到什么时候呢。。<3

  When Im writing this post,Im at her house =D wheee~ She is feeding our hamster,so I tou tou write blog lu.. My house de pc cant on9 jor T__T wuwu~ cant on9, cant facebook, cant listen songs, cant play game.. I bcome nth to do jor.. AikS..

  Last Sat nite, I went to watch 2012 wif 20frens. Da 1st time I watch mv wif sooooo many ppl xD
wakakaa.. At 1st, I feel this mv quite interesting.,but until da laz part I start sleepy le -_- Mayb I duno how 2 xing shang guaaaa =x But the graphic is really quite nice luuu ^^ Bt went for movie le, I cant g0 celebrate my buddy Sumin de bday le. SOrry luuu brother =( Nex time just treat him eat back le~

  Yday nite, after went to da pet shop. I go back her home and pei her watch drama frm 6pm untill 1am++ o~ xD wanna go out datinG also cant,cz its raining so heavily.. Aiks~

   I stop here luuu~ =x wahahahaha~

Nice day =]

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ yday sleep like a pig for da whole day.. -.- mayb cz the last night I din sleep ba. I slept from morning 10am til 3pm then 6pm sleep again until 7.30pm. LOLx =x then when I just wanna go out frm my house to pasar malam to meet my girl, it start rains.. Diuz!! But luckily the rain just awhile, so I can continue to gaigai wif my girl =D
After pasar malam, we went to angel's cc then there got Where Got Ghost de dvd, so we open and watch it, coz Miko said she nvr watched b4. But she was so cute, keep get scared by ahmoi and Debbie =x at last Miko stand till very behind and dun dare to continue watch d.. hahaha =P

Then I fetCh my girl back home le.. Wheee~ At last she forgive me leeeeeeeeee =DDDD U tot so easy? Nono~ I need to promise her syarat syarat de ~
1st: Wu ee g0ng boh wa g0ng (hokkien)
2nd: I must listen everything to her
3rd: No more do the same wrong thing next time

4th: bui say~~ xD and so on~~~~

But she gt 100 syarat I also will promise her, cuz I really cant afford to the feeling like laz laz night. I need her so much <3

When Im writting dis post, I just back home from her house. I saw Mois uploaded halloween night de pics ^^

This is Me and my bii ^^

My baobei laopo<3

Mois~

The worst day for me in this month! =(

I am such happy when I jz awake from my dream, because I was dreamed about dating with my girl ^^ Btw, I went to play dota wif Angel and Bryant through ggc, we din even lose 1 match in the whole afternoon.. Wheeeeeeeee~~ xD 7pm is da time that I hate the most, coz is the time to work again d T____T When I reached my working place and finish open all my stall.. suddenly the sky become so red then started to raining le. Wat the.. everytime I work sure raining, my tauke them work then da weather are so nice.. Wats wrong wif u ar rain god ( Ho Sin? ) zZz Just recover from fever and vomit de me then whole body get wet and I am shaking while Im standing inside my stall. But there is sumthing that make me feel very touch, that time my sis jz came wif her frens, then she saw me keep shaking and she keep asked me : how are u kor, vr cold izit. Then keep hold my hands =D hehe~ About 9.30pm, we closed stall and went back le. After that I had did sumthing very wrong to my girl.. I lied to her, I told her Im goin to sleep d, and yet I went out to find frens to have supper.. LOL, then at last she found it out and we started argue very seriously.. I have nothing to explain, cus its really my fault,rite? As usual, I din sleep for the whole night but just laying on my bed and thinking about me dis stupid idiot boyf.... This really is the 1st time that I feel my beloved is goin to leave me, that feeling.. is such painful.. and suffer..