Sorry.. But I love u

=( kinda sad n down recently.. Stop study and start to find job.. =x Bt xi guan lazy de me, wanna find job reali quite hard for me. Hmm~ Dis few days keep on argue with her, really don't know how to solve our problems d.. Haih~ Just now I just told her that we separate is better. Sorry babe, not I dun love u anymore, but.. haih.. Which gf wan to have a bf dat no study no work no car no money? LOL.. I cant even give u happiness and xing fu, so I feel that let u go is better than own u.. :) Wish u happy always honey. Just keep it in my heart ^^ The night is so damn fucking long..~ = = try so hard not to think bout u, but I fail la babe.. So miss u...~.~ So tired, but cant fall asleep.. WHAT TO DO? PAK GAME!! XD alone in the room n play game play game play game.. siao liao zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

Sorry.. But I love u

=( kinda sad n down recently.. Stop study and start to find job.. =x Bt xi guan lazy de me, wanna find job reali quite hard for me. Hmm~ Dis few days keep on argue with her, really don't know how to solve our problems d.. Haih~ Just now I just told her that we separate is better. Sorry babe, not I dun love u anymore, but.. haih.. Which gf wan to have a bf dat no study no work no car no money? LOL.. I cant even give u happiness and xing fu, so I feel that let u go is better than own u.. :) Wish u happy always honey. Just keep it in my heart ^^ The night is so damn fucking long..~ = = try so hard not to think bout u, but I fail la babe.. So miss u...~.~ So tired, but cant fall asleep.. WHAT TO DO? PAK GAME!! XD alone in the room n play game play game play game.. siao liao zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

终于~

好累哦~ 真的好累。 是时候让自己过着单身的生活了.. 明天会更好！！！ =)

AT LAST!

AT LASTTTTTT!!! heeeeeeee... I know wad I mean can lor =X Tears already become my best friend in the middle of the nite xD wakakaka.. 放手~~放开所有~ lam fong i love u x.x

H O L I D A Y

Cant imagine that u will did this to me.. I reali so disappointed on u.. :( why? LOL.. Its so hard to love a person.. hao xin ku, wo zhen de hao xin ku.. T.T Without her, I feel so lonely.. All of my frens dy less contact wif me, cuz I always gf gf gf.. HAHAHA.. You said wanna solve our problem, but is talk to others nt me.. =X Yay, as u said i ki siao~ haha.. How to stop my tears frm dropping down .. Wake up le wake up le ..You cant die without gf ok <- this is wad my bez fren told me.. lol. 2day is public holiday, bt I jz spent da whole day at house. Hmm~ NOw I already dun hav any fren dat I can trust to say bout my sam si le.. SO lonely.. HDG? My ganjie? lol.. no more le.. All 4get me d :) I deserves it..

times go by..

Yday I said dunwan to chap u find who or either who find u.. 2day I say dunwan to chap which clothes u wear whether u zou guang anot.. 2molo I say dunwan to chap wad u doin or where u go? Continue lidis.. then finally I cant chap ur anything anymore le.. izit? hehe.. If dats wad u wan,den as u wish.. <3

So fan.. My heart was crying..

SHIT.. DAMN IT.. zzz.. I hate it... =(

shi wang..

失望！！！！！ ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Im Back~

At last Im back to my blog after 3 months~ =x wakaka.. B4 that my email had been hacked, bt duno why now my blog can open again d.. Wheeee~ Shuld I say it is a good thing? or bad? Coz Im gonna emo emo again in my blog xD wakakaka..

Feel quite hapi ler, cz I still 2gether wif her.. But argues still didnt go away from us T.T sucks.. I hate it, when wanna hang out 2gether, paktor, shopping~ Bt argue b4 go out.. All da mood spoiled.. Go out wif a vr bo gan muan ei heart -.-.. Aiks.. Just like today.. =(

"Yuan lai when a person is sad or in bad mood... The best way to cure it is not to drunk, not to cry, not to play game.. but is feel wanna write something, write out everything what is hide inside our heart.. Last time I always laugh at people keep writing blog is such bored and weird.. But now I understand why they do so.. " << This sentence I learn from a dialog in a drama. By the way I feel that this sentence is really true =] 2day I had my dinner with my bii at queensbay's Dave Deli ^^ ( I sumore capture le some my bii eating de picture =x ) Then we watched a movie name When In Rome. Its quite boring in the beginning, but in the middle part of the story, its funny and meaningful. My cough not yet recover =( Actually I am quite suffer with it, sometimes I will cough till wanna vomit and cant even fall in sleep although I am such tired and sleepy.. ERGH!!! the doctor so useless. Hahhhh.. At last!!! 2molo I can take back my pc le =D Nowadays de me.. getting more fat and fat.. more ugly.. face more chan.. My friends and my mum also said so.. why Kit will become like this ki.. LOL.. Maybe cause always late sleep and din take care good myself ba.. At least got ppl wan me jiu can lor.. =x But I jiu shi like dis lor, what also nvm, cincai, whatever.. heeeeeeee.. This is ahkit lor xD Suddenly feel that time passed so fast.. My dad also leave me 7years le. hah.. Everytime when I miss him and wanna think back the memory between me and him, my tears will drop.. Cause I cant even remember any graphic or any thing about my dad.. even his face, I just can remember it through the picture that he left.. If there is no picture, I cant remember what my dad's face also.. What a useless son right? I still remember everytime my mum tell me.. My dad said that I am very clever and good in study, in the future I sure can be very successful man. But when I see back now de me.. My tears drop automatically.. What am I now, how I face my dad.. I duno.. Wooff.~ I still remember when my dad's funeral, I nvr drop tears or show any sad face, I just pretend that I am fine and nothing.. Uncle asked me, why I din cry.. izit Im not sad with my dad's passed away.. Bull shit? Who wil wont sad if one of their parents passed away leave them.. Just,I am da only boy in my family le.. I cant so easy cry infront of them. I always pretend that Im strong, I dont need any help.. But in the night, when I am alone in the room, who wil know.. =] End of story.. Father's Day coming le.. Hmm.. The 1st time I wrote so long in my blog, but why I din feel better. lol.. =,=" fail.. that sentence doesn't works on me..

Speechless..

Control.. control.. control.. Just control.. okay? haha.. x.x Down.. Dats all~

Such a tired night..

  So tired.. why was it so tired? because my tears make me feel farking tired.. x.x hah.. I chat wif pubo da whole night.. about many things.. =] He share wif me about his past and so m I.. But I din feel better after chat wif him,just have more idea and thinking in my mind.. Izit I shuld listen to him? no idea.. ... hmm~

总是想得很多.. =(

  最近她又多了个追求者.. 为什么就是不能停止有追求者喜欢她呢。 烦死了，朋友告诉我只要我对她好，她知道的。 她就会珍惜你不会离开你.. 不过，真的是这样吗？我好怕，自从上次那件事。。我真的好怕.. 怎么办~~~!! 烦.. 只好假装不知道，看她怎么做咯.. 希望我相信她是对的.. =(

笨蛋~

  Aikz.. A Sunday jiu lidis past d.. Whole afternoon stay at house and waiting to go for a movie at nite~ But at last, they said no ticket d.. I was so disappointed with it.. =(  Then I go fetch bii le, we go to Itech find dem luuuuu.. We go to makan makan at dong hai an, Pubao at there so kek ki~~ bcz he spend jor rm18 for a meal xD wakakakakaka.. After having our dinner we go to SunShine Farlim gaigai~ sounds like aunty uncle =x As usual, I at ahbii de house accompany her until she fall asleep. =D Then I diam diam de lay bside her~ look at her~ kiss her forehead~ =p Bt laz night.. When Im looking at her, I was thinking.. What if 1day she is not mine anymore.. I hav no chance to look at her like I do now, cant hug her, kiss her.. and tell her dat I love her every single day.. hmm..

突然的寂寞

  Suddenly feel so down and lonely.. Hah.. Sot d me~ I wonder she how long din come n c my blog d.. LOLx. Maybe she got nerrrrrrrrrr.. mayb la.. Thinking later wanna eat wad for my dinner.. Dis few days really quite fan about $$ , find job and sch reopen. aikz... Sometimes I really very tired wif arguement.. Just feel that alone in the room and sleep sleep sleep is the best. haha.. but I will miss her.. very very miss her.. Even she is not bside me,I also imagine that she is jz bside me.. Love her love till crazy d? maybe ba.. =]

Sweet Weekend

  Laz Saturday I and ahbii go paktor at gurney~ xD I said in fb bii ei luck lose me,so treat me eat kimgary luuu~ Bt at last.. pay money de still is me dis ahsei T_T

After dat,at nite we went to bii eh house dere geh new pasar malam.. quite many new clothes de stall,bt da road was too small le. So many ppl -.-" mayb dey know dat Im going.. =x hoho~

Happy New Year

  Now only write blog =x Coz last few days also quite tired..haha xD Quite enjoy my xmas eve and new year eve.. Cause both also past wif my bii ^^ xmas eve we went for movie, new year eve we went to sega wif Jess~ Dai ga jie come back from KL after born her small little Marcus~

  Yday night was a sweet night for me~ Hug my bii and talk wif her so many things.. Then let her sleep and look at her~ =D I love this feeling.. <3 Bii I love u..