Monday, May 3, 2010

"Yuan lai when a person is sad or in bad mood... The best way to cure it is not to drunk, not to cry, not to play game.. but is feel wanna write something, write out everything what is hide inside our heart.. Last time I always laugh at people keep writing blog is such bored and weird.. But now I understand why they do so.. " << This sentence I learn from a dialog in a drama. By the way I feel that this sentence is really true =] 2day I had my dinner with my bii at queensbay's Dave Deli ^^ ( I sumore capture le some my bii eating de picture =x ) Then we watched a movie name When In Rome. Its quite boring in the beginning, but in the middle part of the story, its funny and meaningful. My cough not yet recover =( Actually I am quite suffer with it, sometimes I will cough till wanna vomit and cant even fall in sleep although I am such tired and sleepy.. ERGH!!! the doctor so useless. Hahhhh.. At last!!! 2molo I can take back my pc le =D Nowadays de me.. getting more fat and fat.. more ugly.. face more chan.. My friends and my mum also said so.. why Kit will become like this ki.. LOL.. Maybe cause always late sleep and din take care good myself ba.. At least got ppl wan me jiu can lor.. =x But I jiu shi like dis lor, what also nvm, cincai, whatever.. heeeeeeee.. This is ahkit lor xD Suddenly feel that time passed so fast.. My dad also leave me 7years le. hah.. Everytime when I miss him and wanna think back the memory between me and him, my tears will drop.. Cause I cant even remember any graphic or any thing about my dad.. even his face, I just can remember it through the picture that he left.. If there is no picture, I cant remember what my dad's face also.. What a useless son right? I still remember everytime my mum tell me.. My dad said that I am very clever and good in study, in the future I sure can be very successful man. But when I see back now de me.. My tears drop automatically.. What am I now, how I face my dad.. I duno.. Wooff.~ I still remember when my dad's funeral, I nvr drop tears or show any sad face, I just pretend that I am fine and nothing.. Uncle asked me, why I din cry.. izit Im not sad with my dad's passed away.. Bull shit? Who wil wont sad if one of their parents passed away leave them.. Just,I am da only boy in my family le.. I cant so easy cry infront of them. I always pretend that Im strong, I dont need any help.. But in the night, when I am alone in the room, who wil know.. =] End of story.. Father's Day coming le.. Hmm.. The 1st time I wrote so long in my blog, but why I din feel better. lol.. =,=" fail.. that sentence doesn't works on me..