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Im Back~

At last Im back to my blog after 3 months~ =x wakaka.. B4 that my email had been hacked, bt duno why now my blog can open again d.. Wheeee~ Shuld I say it is a good thing? or bad? Coz Im gonna emo emo again in my blog xD wakakaka..

Feel quite hapi ler, cz I still 2gether wif her.. But argues still didnt go away from us T.T sucks.. I hate it, when wanna hang out 2gether, paktor, shopping~ Bt argue b4 go out.. All da mood spoiled.. Go out wif a vr bo gan muan ei heart -.-.. Aiks.. Just like today.. =(

"Yuan lai when a person is sad or in bad mood... The best way to cure it is not to drunk, not to cry, not to play game.. but is feel wanna write something, write out everything what is hide inside our heart.. Last time I always laugh at people keep writing blog is such bored and weird.. But now I understand why they do so.. " << This sentence I learn from a dialog in a drama. By the way I feel that this sentence is really true =] 2day I had my dinner with my bii at queensbay's Dave Deli ^^ ( I sumore capture le some my bii eating de picture =x ) Then we watched a movie name When In Rome. Its quite boring in the beginning, but in the middle part of the story, its funny and meaningful. My cough not yet recover =( Actually I am quite suffer with it, sometimes I will cough till wanna vomit and cant even fall in sleep although I am such tired and sleepy.. ERGH!!! the doctor so useless. Hahhhh.. At last!!! 2molo I can take back my pc le =D Nowadays de me.. getting more fat and fat.. more ugly.. face more chan.. My friends and my mum also said so.. why Kit will become like this ki.. LOL.. Maybe cause always late sleep and din take care good myself ba.. At least got ppl wan me jiu can lor.. =x But I jiu shi like dis lor, what also nvm, cincai, whatever.. heeeeeeee.. This is ahkit lor xD Suddenly feel that time passed so fast.. My dad also leave me 7years le. hah.. Everytime when I miss him and wanna think back the memory between me and him, my tears will drop.. Cause I cant even remember any graphic or any thing about my dad.. even his face, I just can remember it through the picture that he left.. If there is no picture, I cant remember what my dad's face also.. What a useless son right? I still remember everytime my mum tell me.. My dad said that I am very clever and good in study, in the future I sure can be very successful man. But when I see back now de me.. My tears drop automatically.. What am I now, how I face my dad.. I duno.. Wooff.~ I still remember when my dad's funeral, I nvr drop tears or show any sad face, I just pretend that I am fine and nothing.. Uncle asked me, why I din cry.. izit Im not sad with my dad's passed away.. Bull shit? Who wil wont sad if one of their parents passed away leave them.. Just,I am da only boy in my family le.. I cant so easy cry infront of them. I always pretend that Im strong, I dont need any help.. But in the night, when I am alone in the room, who wil know.. =] End of story.. Father's Day coming le.. Hmm.. The 1st time I wrote so long in my blog, but why I din feel better. lol.. =,=" fail.. that sentence doesn't works on me..

Speechless..

Control.. control.. control.. Just control.. okay? haha.. x.x Down.. Dats all~

Such a tired night..

  So tired.. why was it so tired? because my tears make me feel farking tired.. x.x hah.. I chat wif pubo da whole night.. about many things.. =] He share wif me about his past and so m I.. But I din feel better after chat wif him,just have more idea and thinking in my mind.. Izit I shuld listen to him? no idea.. ... hmm~

总是想得很多.. =(

  最近她又多了个追求者.. 为什么就是不能停止有追求者喜欢她呢。 烦死了，朋友告诉我只要我对她好，她知道的。 她就会珍惜你不会离开你.. 不过，真的是这样吗？我好怕，自从上次那件事。。我真的好怕.. 怎么办~~~!! 烦.. 只好假装不知道，看她怎么做咯.. 希望我相信她是对的.. =(

笨蛋~

  Aikz.. A Sunday jiu lidis past d.. Whole afternoon stay at house and waiting to go for a movie at nite~ But at last, they said no ticket d.. I was so disappointed with it.. =(  Then I go fetch bii le, we go to Itech find dem luuuuu.. We go to makan makan at dong hai an, Pubao at there so kek ki~~ bcz he spend jor rm18 for a meal xD wakakakakaka.. After having our dinner we go to SunShine Farlim gaigai~ sounds like aunty uncle =x As usual, I at ahbii de house accompany her until she fall asleep. =D Then I diam diam de lay bside her~ look at her~ kiss her forehead~ =p Bt laz night.. When Im looking at her, I was thinking.. What if 1day she is not mine anymore.. I hav no chance to look at her like I do now, cant hug her, kiss her.. and tell her dat I love her every single day.. hmm..